go

This is the opposite of how I'm feeling. But it does cheer me up, to acknowledge that, and think about these lyrics instead. And Jay will bitch at me if I write about how I'm feeling.

"swap your dull grey thoughts
for fierce demands you can stand up to
don't put yourself down, you'll never win
so let's all smash through
through the fear of being real
through the fear of being really you
'cause living it up, it's a big deal
it's good for you"