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My life's a little crazy right now. Money bottomed out! But unexpected amounts of work are coming in! But I already had other commitments for KEXP and I got sick this week! But the work commitments are shifting around like they do, so I can still fit it all in, maybe! If I don't get too distracted by other things as well!
I was going to say I'm doing my best, but you know, that's one of those things I'm frequently doubting. Am I really doing my best? Couldn't I have avoided some of these problems? Couldn't I be doing more to resolve them? It may be that my concept of my best is simply failing to take adequate account of my worst, and my best just isn't as good as I think it should be. Or it may be that I'm just too hard on myself. I don't know. Do or do not—there is no try. But I'm trying.
I was going to say I'm doing my best, but you know, that's one of those things I'm frequently doubting. Am I really doing my best? Couldn't I have avoided some of these problems? Couldn't I be doing more to resolve them? It may be that my concept of my best is simply failing to take adequate account of my worst, and my best just isn't as good as I think it should be. Or it may be that I'm just too hard on myself. I don't know. Do or do not—there is no try. But I'm trying.
