back to bed, back to reality

[philaros]

Why is it that I can have a good vacation with visiting relatives, one that involves a fair amount of sitting around talking and relaxing, and yet the day I return to work I find that I'm tired and cranky, as if I hadn't had a vacation?

I have a bunch of things I want to do, now that I've got my own time back, and already I'm falling right into apathy brought on by continual tiredness and weariness with the world. Somehow I need to avoid that.